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Friday, July 03, 2009

me

change, my darling, change. there is always change. live without a care. you beautiful sad young woman. you have no mother. no father. you were merely created out of thin air. imagine that.

edit / / july 8

so i was never good at being honest. though with people it comes mostly easily. but with myself it is ridiculously convoluted. what i'm saying is- i wrote this. this quote is by me. only me. just me. i swear. i have always been comfortable with the spreading of my mind and heart over the rest of you souls. it feels like i am supposed to, it feels natural. yet even so-- at times it is extremely toilsome. so i hide behind these quotation marks. pretending that it is somebody else who wrote this. that i don't get like this. that i don't think these things. that i don't get this sad.

: i wrote this while i was digging myself out of the hole of despair.
oh and don't go around thinking that i steal other peoples words. i would shoot myself if i ever came to that. i have had my fair share of word thieves. and i would really love to run them over with a bulldozer, hearing them admit in high pitch screeches that they're uncreative half wits with no sense of shame.

i am now going take down the quotation marks off each side of this. and stop being a pussy. and re-title this.

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